Insomnia…

aching back

fucked up piss

spine all twisted

never asleep / never awake

no to low-productivity 

day fritters away 

no mobility 

an evil state of limbo

stress

depression

black bags 

boredom

rage 

Perpetual fear of the fake

übermensch

though actually

I am not afraid at all

I wish the world would

wake up with me

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  1. Finnian Avatar
    Finnian

    I have not been sleeping well lately either, but I get enough to get by. I hope you ability to rest improves.

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    1. Voluntary Japan Avatar

      Thanks brother. I am sorry to hear it man. It sucks big time. I finally managed a bit yesterday, thankfully. It seems the winning formula is to not sleep for about three days, drink five beers in the afternoon, go out for ramen, pass out until midnight, THEN, wake up and eat a sandwich with a cream soda, then go back to bed. Lol. Ooohhhhh Boy. Very sustainable!

      It’s the mental stress and anxiety, which I know you’re no stranger to. Trying to work things out little by little, though.

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