I am not someone who is suicidal
But I laugh at and feel immediately alienated from
those who say they can’t understand it
You can’t understand it?
Have you lived in this hell-hole at all?
I tell you what, my parents, the people who brought me
into this world
have ignored me now for months
If my son ever expressed distress such as I expressed to them
it would not take me 30 years
it would not take me six months
They are so clueless they actually think love is just an act
and not a being.
If you’ve never understood why some people
take swan dives into the streets below
off of high rises
you’ve lived a delusional life
AGAIN. I AM NOT SUICIDAL.
To the contrary I want revenge against all the lies
I’ve been fed. The revenge of money. The revenge of well being.
I love my family. They are my treasure.
My REAL family.
